whOo!!!
finally...
all my morning pract finish le..
and so means tat 2day i can slp la..!!! haha
so in de end..
i slept at 1am ystrday...
wake up at 1pm today!!!
however..
this oso means tat i have lesser time to plan my stage plan..
and i have lesser time to perfect my zhongruan skills!!!
and oso lesser time to perfect my taiko drums..
haha..
ok.. watever..
for nw...
wat i am most worried about..
is nt my zhongruan or taiko..
but it is my backstage..
i really feel veri pissed off whenever seeing the backstage crew being so restless when de stage managers were toking to them..
i felt so useless when they are carrying the platform..
we cant do aniting to help...
nt becoz we are gals..
but becoz we are performing and we cant get injured..
realli..
and oso de planning of seats and instruments are changing n changing again n again..
and i cant give a confirmed 100% accurate plan to my stage managers..
and i caused them to be so stressed up..
whenever i tell them 2 add 1 more chair or take away 1 chair..
it means they have to replan de thing..
and once again..
i felt so useless..
cant help in a single thing..
but onli can sit them see them so tired and still trying to come up with ideas to settle de thing.
and i cant help in a single thing coz i have no experience in this before..
well...
perharps i shld say..
fer all my previous CO performance..
i am juz a guest player..
be it in JTCCCO, SOKA, SP..
or even GPVCO...
all the while.. i juz go on the stage perform.. thats all..
as fer GPVCO..
even when i am de CO vice-head...
i dun even need to plan all these...
becoz Mr Ng plan it all..
and JTCCCO ppl tat came n help...
plan it...
arGh..
nw i realise.. GPVCO is so useless tat time..
but it is where i picked up zhongruan...
it is going to be a place tat i will pick up pipa..!!!
yesh... so...
tat explains why i am still there..
even though all de ppl are gone...
except fer me, xinjie and humin..
haiz...
well...
for ystrday..
had pluck session at 9am...
but i onli manage to get out of bed by 810am..
so in de end..
reach at 920am..
and realise teacher nt here yet.
coz she went to see de SYF...
and so...
pract onli start at 10am..
Angeline and me practically is already totally restless..
ha...
and Shimin.. duno where she go to..
me n Angel juz slept in co rm before teacher come..
den pract till 1pm..
go have my lunch..
den go VCH..
it is onli after the trip to VCH tat i felt so worried..
be it de skills or backstage..
i am worried still..
went back to sp at ard 530pm..
and i asked layleng to ask someone go lay out de chairs first..
and she sms-ed someone..
tat person nv reply..
i duno if tat person gt receive de sms anot..
okie..
even if tat person never receive..
den u freaking idiot in de committee...
seeing the top 3 (meaning chairman, vice-chairman, treasurer) not ard..
u shld at least take de responsiblity and call them and ask whether need help in opening the studio and arrange de chairs WAT!!!!
yesh.. perhaps u ppl are saying tat i am biased..
coz i already nt happy with tat person..
but it is true waT!!!!
so angry lo..
so wat if u are quiting the CO after de concert..
u are NW still in SPCO..
so make it a pt tat u do ur job well and nt let ppl have even more to complain and say about u!!!!
watevr..
okay..
perhaps i shld nt say tat person onli..
and the rest that were there..
why are they nt thinking..
if de top 3 head nt ard...
den de studio nt open yet..
and HW ARE U FREAKING PPL GOING 2 PRACTICE!!!!
and why cant u ppl juz ask!!!
yesh. i am toking abt all those ppl tat were in CO rm at de pt when we are still in VCH!!!
i dun care who are u!!!..
but why didnt u ppl call?!
yesh it is our fault tat we were late coming back..
but i am thinking..
if both party took the initiative to call each other..
i dun think something liydat will happen..
ok.. enough of my scolding..
haha!!!
argh.. k..
so after pract ystrday..
went over to SE rm..
and i did nth there but create more troubles fer them.
haiz.
went hme at ard 11pm..
and the toopid security dun let us go!!!
idiot..!!!
watevr... den we went off...
while waiting fer the train,
wehhao n bowei were so quiet..
and so am i..
almost fell aslp while waiting...
and the train came..
saw Huimin(jyss) in there~
den went hme..
onli manage to reach hme by 12midnite..
imagine..
i am out frm 850am till 12midnite..
haiz..
i felt so sorry..
coz this whole wk i have nt realli seen my mum....
coz when i wake up..
she already go fer work at 8am..
but when i gt back frm sch..
it is already 11pluz 12...
my mum is already slping....
i felt so alone...
i felt so bad..
she is leaving to China fer 2 wks holiday on sunday, 24th april..
which is this sunday..
str8 after my CO concert..
which means.. i will nt be able to see her fer 3 wks...
i felt so sad..
so bad..
this is the first time i miss my mum..
although there is once tat she went back to msia fer 1mth..
and i am alone in spore..
but still i am too young tat time....
haiz..
ok..
den i slpt at 1am la.. like wat i have said..
haiz..
think i better gt going..
need go sch fer pract le..
yeah..
bye bloggie..
but b4 tat...
i wanna thank my 3stage managers, Alvin, HongYe, WenHao..
as for Alvin..
thankz fer being encouraging..
as for HongYe..
thanks fer being so understanding..
as for Wenhao..
thankz fer helping out even though u will be so tired after ur 24hr + 24hr duty...
hope tat the 3 of u will nt get too tired..
please take care of urself...
realli thankz de 3 of u being so nice, so encouraging, so understanding...
i realli duno hw to express my thanks to u ppl...
ya...
thankz.
for all the tings...
u all muz jiayou k!!!!
*on de verge of crying......but i cant.......*